.....help?.....plz?.....
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i dont have the prettiest face for you to look at,
or the skinniest waist for you to hold,
but i do have the biggest heart to love you with...
theres only one thing i want, and the only person i want it from doesnt care, but he's happy with her, so i'll keep pretending to be happy for him even though all i do is cry when no one is looking, because i would rather him be happy than be happy myself, even if what little bit of heart that hasent been broken yet is shattering and i die a little more every day...
no matter what he does, no matter what he says, i'll always love him and i will continue to love him after my last shakey breath leaves my broken body, and i'll love him with every bit of my shattered heart and tortured soul and fading spirit. and with that last shakey and stolen breath i'll tell the whole world and all the gods that he is the one i love... that he is the only one that i could ever truely love.
i know i go around flirting with other guys, hugging them, kissing them, laughing with them, dating them, but all i really see is him. and all im really doing is trying to run away from the pain that grows every waking moment, that grows with every nightmare and sleepless night... i may only be 15, but he's all i think about and i know he's all i'll ever be able to think about and NO ONE will ever be able to change the way i feel about him. NO ONE will ever be able to take his place in my heart.
why do i keep trying to fix my heart and put it back together when every time i almost feel something besides pain i just get knocked back down?...
im sick of crying,
im tired of trying,
yeah im smiling,
but inside im
DYING...
...will someone try to save me?...
...at least distract me from all the pain...
please...
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Miserable
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I tried to live my dreams but now i`m living my worst nightmare...
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sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah im smiling,
but inside im
DYING...
I came here to thank you for the support I received from you in October.
I really appreciate you taking the time to provide positive feedback!
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Flames to dust, lovers to friends... why do all good things come to an end?
~nenneko | ~anachs-photos | November Rain
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sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah im smiling,
but inside im
DYING...
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sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah im smiling,
but inside im
DYING...
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sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah im smiling,
but inside im
DYING...
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sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah im smiling,
but inside im
DYING...
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